Ann's Lair

He may not be as attractive now, since he's older.. but I swear, he was the sexiest man back in his days..

Don't read this if you are planning on reading the book. If you have no intention in reading the book, go ahead and read away. It wont spoil much for the movie, because I know they wont end it the same way.. I can already tell by how they changed things around. For one, in the book, they are teenagers in high school, Vivian has her mother still.. and Gabriel isn't pack leader until later.



The movie's different. DEFENITELY!! One of the lines she says in the movie is "your traditions can go to hell".. she wasn't like that in the book.. she was worried that the pack would be discovered because there was killings going on.. and she assumed that the pack was doing it. They moved from a town as a pack because hunters chased them out.. and Vivian's dad died. So, they need to pick a new pack and a new mate.

Her mother is still alive and she was flirting with Gabriel, which pissed Vivian off because her dad just died.. and for her mom to act so young and forget about her dad so quickly annoys her. Vivian, a new student, meets Aidan at school. He looks at an entry(drawing) she posted in the school magazine, by anonymous I think.. or maybe she posted it as herself, I don't remember. Anyway, he is seduced by her.. he also has this one gf who's jealous of Vivian. Eventually, he goes out with Vivian..

Their pack then holds this traditional thing where the male werewolves have to compete to be the leader. Gabriel wins. Astrid, the evil bitch of the story, competes to be the leader's mate.. along with Vivian's mother. Astrid and viv's mother are the last two standing.. and Astrid hurts Viv's mother, so Vivian jumps in and defeats Astrid, also gaining the title of Gabriel's mate. When she wakes up in her house, she see's Gabriel in her living room.. he kisses her in the kitchen, to prove to her that she is his. She doesn't accept that. Later, she goes to a concert with Aidan.. before she runs to find Aidan, she encounters Gabriel who rode up on his motorcycle.. he kisses her there as well.. tells her not to get carried away. Eventually, later on, Vivian is having sex with Aidan or about to.., but then she shows him her secret... he freaks out.. and is scared. At the end , it's revealed that the kills were caused by Astrid and Rafe, and wanted to make it look like Vivian was doing it. Vivian encounters Astrid who is about to kill her.. now, I forgot what went on at this point, but I do know that Aidan was trying to shoot someone with a silver bullet, but Vivian ended up getting shot. Gabriel chased Aidan away, and the human isn't mentioned again. Vivian then realizes her role, and accepts Gabriel and stays with him.. Gabriel reveals that a woman he loved in the past discovered his secret and freaked out, so he accidentally twisted her neck to stop her screaming. He's not a bad guy.. but in the movie, they're changing that completely.. I know I'm a big baby, but it really annoys me what Holly Wood does to books.

Sure, the movie may be good, but I read the book.. and I know it's going to be different from the book by a lot because in the movie, it's saying that Vivian's parents, BOTH OF THEM, died in a fire. Her mom was alive in the story! And Gabriel wasn't already pack leader.. and he didn't have any girlfriend..he only loved one woman and that was in his past. I hope none of my stories are flopped around like this if they ever get made into movies..

Well let's see.. I am going camping this weekend. I don't get to drag any friends along, so I'm pretty downed about that. On the other hand, I have to study anyways. I have a big ass test coming up for science again.. 4 chapters.. and I haven't studied yet. I feel pretty shitty about it, too. I hate Biology.. I Don't like having to study 4 chapters at once.. it hurts my noggin. :(


I feel encouraged to continue with my werewolf story. I like where it's going, and I'd say it's the first story I actually kept adding on to. It makes me feel all warm inside :) . I plan to draw a whole series of my werewolf characters, so be sure to check my DeviantArt from time to time. I've been in a happier mood lately, and I hope to stay this way if not for awhile. I will slaughter anyone who pulls me from my comfort zone.

I met a couple people in college. They're nice people, but I don't know them completley. I have nobody to hang out at lunch, but it's great not to have some perverted 34 year old hitting on you. Oh yeah..this happened 5 weeks ago.. I was getting out of math, and I decided "I'm going to go to the pond to watch the ducks and enjoy the weather." So while I was resting, some weirdo sat next to me and started asking me all these questions. "What's your number? What's your name? How old are you? What are your classes? When are your classes? Want to meet up at this same spot again? Do you have a boyfriend?" it's like.. "Where do you sleep? What do you eat? Where do you shower? Where do you pee?" Good lord. He was probably trying to make friends, but I don't feel comfortable when older guys sit next to me out of the blue and ask me all those questions. It's kinda strange. There was a 32 yr old in my English class, and I ran into him at the cafeteria later.. and he told me to sit with him. He grabbed my cellphone without asking and was adding his number.. until I told him it was my mother's cellphone. Later, (I gave him my email cause he asked for it) he asked me out on msn messenger. I said "HELLLlllll no. You could be my dad" .. he finally buggered off.. and he's also not in my class anymore. Did I hurt the guy that bad? I'm not that mean, am I? >.>

It's hard to make friends in College. The people you talk to are very smug and try their best to avoid any friendly conversations. They come to college to study, not socialize. I come for both. I can't wait to go to a school that I want to be in such as the Art Institute.. or at least some sort of art school. I'm sure I'd meet better people there. I've been fed up with most people for awhile, now.

Well, it's been quite a few months since I graduated. I went to the grad night thing and played at an arcade and that was fun, but not till 7 a.m. in the freakin morning. It was hell. Anyways, I'm going to college on the 28th..so I've just been sitting back and playing my online game, Flyff. I really need to start getting better with art, but I've been really lazy. Right now, I'm going to play Flyff again... with disney songs stuck in my head >_>. Very sad...

Heh. School is becoming hell for me. I stll have finals.. I still have these assignments to do for my classes.. and I only have 3 weeks left of highschool before graduation. I got a progress report in the mail today and I have 4 Ds and 2 Bs. 1 D in Art. That's a shocker.. I keep talking to Curtis and the other two kids at that table... I'll just have to move to a different table so they can't bother me. I have 1 D in Computer Applications. The teacher's a bitch and I think she's gving me a D just because she doesn't like me. All she does is insults my "stupidity" instead of encouraging me. So y'know.. "FUCK YOU, WHORE" I turn in my assignments. Sorry if they're not as perfect as yours. I'm not professional. I'm a graduate student from Apple Valley Highschool. I have a D in Pyschology and Government. Not surprising fort those two. I was expecting that. So I'm stuck in a rut.. I dn't know what to do.. I suck at studying.. and I have two scripts that I have to memorize. I'm doomed.. and there's only 3 weeks left -_-

I find it really annoying when I sign on the internet, and I see 0/28 people online. It used to be like.. 70, but I delted a lot of them because what's the point in having a high number of people that you never talk to anymore? And yet, now, the only ones that DO sign on are mobile service internet(cell phone) or are ALWAYS idle, no matter what. And then the friends of mine that do sign on and I talk to sign on only in the morning and rarely at night.. and Bri's computer broke AGAIN, and she can't sign on.

SOOOoo.. I've come to a conclusion that I just wont be on the internet that much anymore. What's the point when there's nothing to do or nobody to talk to? I'll sign on if I need a reference picture or something with my homework.. or if I want to write a story, but that's pretty much it. Everything else that's on the internet now days is a waste of my time.

Myspace.. I am sick and tired of hearing about that site. I hear it all the time at school. "Myspace this. Myspace that." STFU you stupid little kids! I have a myspace account, but I don't dwell my life around it, SHEESH. I use it to look at my friends pictures.. that's pretty much it.

One more lousy semester of highschool to go. How fortunate. I only got one D(economics) last semester.. maybe I can get a C this time in government? I hate that teacher's tests..there better be no graphs for these ones. Anyway, moving along. I'm reading a really good book called Eragon which is going to be made into a movie and Jeremy Irons will play as my favorite character in the book. YEY! It makes me feel warm inside ^^. I am also playing a video game called Soul Calibur 3 which I borrowed from the Bribri. I'm trying to unlock all the items and faces and weapons/armor so we can have more things to screw around with.

Now, for the thngs that I must achieve... is to CALL UPON MY ALIENS AND ask them very nicely.. if they can blast Earth to oblivion! It is just a speck in this universe. It would really be nice if there were other planets wth living creatures on them. Everything here is as dull as a cow eating grass. And how unfortunate that humans have to be the ones in power... but then again, if any other species were in power besides us, they'd probably be just as dumb or maybe even worse. Ah well.. I'll just be over here in my small corner of the world and dissapear into my vast world of imagination.. something that humans lack these days.

K. I hate economics. I have to make this poster on video games, and blabber on about video games.. economically. I hate this class, the kids and teacher bore me. I've come up wth a decent plan for my werewolf story, and I'm quite happy about that. Right now I feel nauseas, so thinking about drawing makes me wanna vomit. Damn stomache aches. Why is there a Tuesday and a Thursday? Ugh..

Me, Bri, Kami, Evin, Steffi, and her b.f. went trick or treating last night. We left at like.. 8.. cause Kami had her after school program thing. So, we got shit candy. Better than nothing. At least we had a good time together, that's what counts, right?

Prologue
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Characters: Kay, Ray, their Dad.


Differences:
Ray wonders why he has to disguise himself as human to hide his true wolfen form. He doesn't like humans, and hates having to walk around as one in order to blend in with their society.

Kay doesn't mind the whole disguising process. He listens to his father's words and follows them bit by bit. He's not rejected by the humans as Ray is because he's more social.
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Ray and Kay have different aspects on humanity. When they're 13 years old, they find out that their father was brutally murdered in the back of a grocery store. Ray grudgingly states that if their father had shown his true form, his death could have been avoided. Kay and Ray seperate, as they never did get along in the first place. They both end up living homeless on the city streets.
Ray's story:
Every night, Ray sleeps in the backyard of a rich guy's mansion. In his wolf form, he dug a hole underneathe the iron gate that surrounded the building. One night, a mddle-aged man approaches him and asks him questons as to what he's doing in his backyard. Ray curls his fist in defense and lunges towards the man, but his punch is blocked by tremendous strength. He scents the smell of his own kind, and calms down. The old man likes his spirit and says he could use his help. The old man adopts Ray and teaches him about the life of a werewolf, and what rights they deserve. This man encourges Ray's desire to roam around as a wolf and not a human. He gives him lessons on why humans are selfish creatures and how they were rought to be and why they don't deserve to live. A long time ago, humans banished werewolves to live in desolate forests all because of one werewolf who couldn't cooperate. Werewolves were hunted down until the 19th century. That is when the new werewolf law to hide among the humans was made. Humans forgot all about werewolves existance.

Kay's story:
Kay found that it was easier to live off the streets when he took advantage of human prosperity. He made a few friends eventually who joined him in his restng spot beneathe the ridge. They would both gather around the fire-lit barrel and tell eachother what they thought of the world. Kay was careful not to give away his secret. One night, Kay was walkng through an alleyway on his way home when he was encountered by a werewolf. It attacked him, causing him to act in defense. He set the wolf a-flame with his lighter, burning it to death. Cops had already driven up, as they were chasing the wolf earlier since they spot it. Kay was put into prison for 10 years, since they found out he had done many other things before such as theft. He came out when he was 35, no money, and no home. While he was raming the streets, he encountered a young male werewolf(but in human form) gettng jumped by a gang. He went to help him out, and ended up kicking the crap out of all the males. They limped away whle Kay helped the boy up. The boy introduced himself as Skipps. He idolized Kay since that day, and asked him if he wanted to become apart of his small pack of 3 (including himself). Kay accepted the offer, and from then on, he became the new alpha of the pack, as they didn't really have one in the first place.

Lately, I've been feelng like I want something, but I don't know what... and it makes me angry that I don't know. The little lazy creature inside of me refuses to play video games... draw... or talk about stories. Sleeeeepp.. sleep...and seeing bri kami and evin. That's all I ever do anymore. I want to get back into my old habits.. I'm tired of sleeping all the time.. but I can't help it. I'm missing that motivation that allows me to draw and enjoy things and deal with the pace life is going at. I really want to get out of highschool.. I want to get outta the nest and drive down the long bumpy road to life, which I already reffered to as DULL.. HURRY up, damnit! I can't deal with the twits at school. People are really annoying.. and the school work isn't doing me any justice. In each class, I find myself wondering when the bell's going to ring and when the damn period will end. And now, I question myself.. WHY do I want time to fly by faster? So I can hurry up and be on my own? What's the rush? Is it because I want to spend more time with Evin and my friends? There's not even going to be enough time to see them like there is right now.. we'll all have college and jobs. So why the hell am I rushing?

Fooooooooooooooooooooood~ *sitting at the desk with a bowl of ramen soup and a plate with potpie on it* Shutup.. SHUTUP! I don't care f you think that's a gross combination! I am hungry.. and ths is satisying.. I Feel ... heavenly.. allll the food I Wants...^^.

Erm yeah. I haven't been up to TOO much lately. I've been hangin' around with my loviest dearest Evev, and I'd like to see more of my Kams and Bri whom I loves very much. School sucks a lotta cocka, a lot. I just wanna graduate and go to community college already. My birthday kinda snuck up on me in July. I wasn't really watching out for it. I was just like "Oh wow, it's my Birthday? Holy shit, whattya know, I'm gonna be 17." And now that I'm looking forward to turning 18 so I can get my permit and then driving license, it's going ten times slower just to torment me! God I hate time. So what I'll do is go into my absent-mindedness while I'm at school except for when my teacher's giving instructions. My economic teacher, that bastard, gave us a project and I gotta write an 8 paged essay , I think, on any economic-related thingy. I hate essays, I feckin' hate 'em.

It has been quite awhile since I updated this. I got lazy.. and I'm still too lazy to update this 24/7. So anyway, I've been enjoying my summerbreak... the last half, that is. First half consisted of sleeping. Actually, I enjoyed the rare few days that I got to spend time with my best friends Kami and Bri and my love, Evin. Yes, that's right. We have been official now since the 10th of July ^^. Yes indeed, I love him. We are like two peas in a pod. I wish we went to the same school..but noteverything can work out perfectly in life. At least we can see eachother outside of school.. that's how relationships should be. So, on the 15th, went to Nevada for a week to chill out with my sisters.. then I went and saw my childhood friends Allison and Arianna. Then I come back, and I spent time on the internet wth Evn, and the other day on the 30th, we spent time together at Bri's. Now, I am gong to go to sleep and prepare for the first day of schol tomorrow which sucks.... but thank god it's senior year. One more year of this rotten place..and I will be graduated.. and be able to make my own decisions.

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I've been feelin pretty motivated lately, ever since yesterday. I had a conversation with my art teacher, and the advice she gave me inspired me to come up with some original drawings. I want to start a comic soon, but I'm not ready just yet. I need to decide what kind of character I will make up next. Should it be female or male? What should it's species be? Maybe I should make it up. Yes. I should make everything up on my own without looking at other stories.. but no matter what, there will always be something similar to something that already exists.

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